I have now talked with the Fox. The conversation was unfortunately cut quite short, but I have good faith in us having a chance to carry on from where left off in not too distant future.

It seems that our common ground in all this is the aspect of the Morrigan and the healing/destruction duality. Very interesting.

It also seems that things were mostly set in motion four years ago -- which isn't all that surprising -- and also that after a more dormant phase, they're picking up pace again this year. 

I still do not know what is my role in this, but I guess there is no denying the fact that I definitely do have a some kind of role, whatever it may be. My logical, even skeptical side is constantly yelling protest in my head, trying to tell me to forget this ridiculous mystical mumbo-jumbo and focus on what I know is real, what I can prove is real.

By the way, I heard someone speak of so-called "Indigo Children" in passing yesterday, in rather scornful tone. And I can't really blame them, even though I suppose I am a textbook example of one, at least judging by the most common characteristics. 

I read a bit of the phenomenon just now, and I felt like I have to make a statement: I think parents of a child they suspect is an indigo should not tell the child, not before he/she is old enough to find out him-/herself. They may tell their offspring (especially if they have some kind of special powers like telepathy) that they're just a bit different but otherwise pretty normal because no matter how "indigo" you are, you are still a human being, mortal and faulty.  And as human children are pretty impressionable creatures, they are pretty much bound to grow up crooked somehow if they've been told their whole childhood they're some kind of "higher" entities.

Therefore I must say I am quite glad my parents were never into New Age-y things, and -- even though it probably would have made my life a lot easier -- they didn't put me in a Steiner school. 

Because if things would have been different, I might not be who I am right now (whether it is a good or bad thing). Fate moves in mysterious ways.

The Greater Good

Emily had a dream of me and Emmy last night, walking with her in a beautiful forest by a river.
It's not the first time I make a random appearance in someone's dream, nor is it the first time I am in a forest in someone's dream. But what makes it interesting is that there is something that unites the three of us, even though we don't really know each other.
It doesn't surprise me, though - very few things do nowadays. I wonder if the pieces of the puzzle are finally starting to find their places. Finally...
There is a reason for everything, therefore there must also be a reason why so many of us are coming together one way or another lately. I have to believe that the reason will be revealed to us sometime soon. For how are we to know what we are supposed to do if no one tells us? Or do the Powers That Be trust us to know what we must do when the time comes? If that be the case, I truly hope we will. I truly hope I will.

I think I must talk with the Fox, to find out what he knows.
It's interesting how I wasn't at all surprised when I found out he is involved in this somehow as well. But then again... as I said, very few things surprise me nowadays. I guess it only makes sense. We are all part of the same pattern in the Weave, and therefore all of our fates are intertwined.
I am not going to lie, so I admit that this does distress me quite a great deal. I didn't expect this so soon.
But whether we like it or not, the prelude to the symphony of destruction has started to play. We just have to believe that after the dust has settled, the world can breathe free again for a while.
For the greater good...